i've been suffering b'coz of this for a long tyme

hye guyz...ini ialah alkisah cerita benar tym i sem 1.. u knw what...i've been a close friend with someone from my group 23... k la i dnt 1 to tell the person's name but i gelar dier 'H bkn nama sebenar".... u knw what?????? i do care for the person... i've sacrificed a lotz for the person... for me the person also doing well to me...the person treat me nicely....but dunno hjg2 sem to i naik geram dgn dier bcoz i minta tlg bende yg simple pun dier x nak tlg??? so what for a friend like that???? bknnya mengungkit but...u knw what i mean kan... n then i promised to myself untuk ignore dier sampai bila2!!! but u knw what again??? everytyme i see the person.....sya mcm sakit hati jer!! i dunno y??????? tp i've been adviced from my senior....nape plak ko nak sakit hati... nape plak ko nak jd x tentu arah... sdgkan dier happy2 jer......tgk ko pun geli!! tgk ko pun mcm hanjing jalanan!! so what ignore dier!!! x dpt dnafikan yg mmg ko akan skit ht but....tyme will cure it......dont worry...dont thnk 'bout the person anymore!!! faham!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n u knw what???? i pun da feel disgusted tgk gaya dier dlm kelas.... mengada-ngada.....dunno whats the point of the person act.. n teletubies kelas i also said tu me....' dier tu cari ko tym dier susah jew....tgk kalo dier senang ade dier cari ko???? ko jer yg mcm hanjing terhegeh2 dgn dier kan....!!! ' n finally i discover that ape yg dier ckp ade btlnyer...... so totally forget 'bout 'H bkn nama sebenar" n go on with ur life!! k!!! chayo2!!